Summer Shudder (Aw)

[taintedsoul]

Lunas was close behind. He noticed his cousin first, her sleek white fur and black mark her own personal trade mark. It was what she was growling at that made his heart jump.
The girl, but not really her. She had changed, she was no longer what he had found in the street.
"Michelle?" he called out to her.
He burned to find the thing that did this to her, but at the moment he had a feral wolf on his hands. No not just any feral wolf. Someone that resembled his beloved in her human form.
*Girl. I know you can hear me. Fight his hold. I can help, but you can't give in. Your fears are unrealized, you are not alone. Matai will help you control your new self. You are among friends. You have a purpose here.*
The pain in his chest grew until he had to pull out of her mind. His pentagram had grown white hot, searing into the flesh over his heart. She still had the hint of angel. That power was rejecting his intrusion, but he refused to let her go. He refused to lose his beloved twice.
"Matai, she mustn't leave. I can bleed some of my power into you, but you will have to get her to back down." Ripping off his shirt he started chanting to himself. The pentagram grew hot once more, but not from angelic spurn, but from the devil's own great power. He set up a physic link with his cousin, using that to bleed the power to her.

[Miss Gates]

She gasped at the wolf who had reminded her so much of her attacker. The newly changed girl grabbed her blankets and scooted back to the headboard so that her back was firmly pressed against the wood. Blue irises widened in fear and confusion. Terrible confusion and that was all because of her sire. Her sire...She wanted to go see him. Some strange feeling made her want to go see her Master.

Master? Destiny thought. Why did I call him Master?

Destiny was confused again and even more troubled when Lunas had entered her mind. Twinge. Why did this hurt so much? Why did he burn her mind? Why did he keep referring her as Michelle? Was that her human name? Destiny wondered. No. That couldn't be it. Destiny was sure of that. She was always...Destiny; just Destiny. Right?

Suddenly, the strange man began to change. What was he? Destiny asked herself. Only she wished hadn't been so curious because then he changed into something dreadful right before her very eyes. There was a terrible thing and a wolf...Right in front of her. Destiny screamed and bit into the blankets. After she had stared at the odd beast she threw herself underneath the blankets and hid like a child. It seemed like a good idea at the time. Make the monsters go away.

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'Lunas im going to go and get closer, I will try to calm her down, we don't need an unstable change' she said as she walked closer and nosed the girl. She sat down on the bed and waited. She felt Lunas's power flowing into her she knew she would feel drained after all was said and done. She pawed at the blankets and then laid down beside her. She tapped destiny's forehead.

She established a temporary link with her and said 'I don't want to hurt nor scare you, just help you with this change.' she said to Destiny. She let her front paws drape across Destiny as she laid there like a scared human child. Like she had before she had been bitten.

[taintedsoul]

Lunas shoved the desire to rush over and fix the problem himself. His cousin was a smart woman and had spent plenty of times in situations just like this.
She knows what she's doing, he chanted to himself.
He needed to focus on something else...his power. he had to focus on sending them as much power as he could. Damn the consequences of unsealing himself too much. If she hadn't looked so much like michelle maybe he wouldn't care as much. But the fact was, she did. Lunas was a definite believer in nothing is a coincidence. He could start to feel the prickling of his true self run rampant under his flesh. Still he opened up the seal he had placed on himself more, allowing the power to subdue the sire wolf he still sensed.
Bit by bit his control slipped. Suddenly he was scared. His power was leaking into them too fast. In a fit of desperation, he clamped down on the link with his cousin, severing it. Still the power flowed, used to her essence.
*How much demonic power can a new wolf take?!*
He wanted to stay, to make sure everything went ok, but his fear of losing control completely again was too great. Forcing the power still in him back, he rushed from the room, his wings stretching fitfully.
Maybe when this was all over he could send the girl with Matai. It was evident that she would not be safe around him. Wasn't that why he had sent Matai and the rest of his immortal family away? His power was unstable, sure he was powerful...as one of only 5 remaining devils he had to be. He had no disciples to pass some of his power onto, which was what kept the other devils' power to an unsealed and manageable level. he had forsaken anyone close since Michelle's death
*no* he reprimanded himself. *She didn't just die. She sacrificed herself to save me. The knife she plunged into her own heart was for my sake. And i hate her for doing that and leaving me.* he pushed back a ball of sorrow in his throat.
"When she get's better, i'll send her to live with Matai. She's always wanted a powerful student to teach." he half laughed at himself.
He stopped to look at his surroundings. He hadn't realized it, but his legs had taken him right in front of Michelle's room. This time he wanted to remember those good times. he wanted to share his love for her with whatever she had graced to leave behind.
"Michelle, i love you so much." he whispered as he walked into her room.

[Miss Gates]

Destiny didn't want to come out. There was too much to take in; the animal she had become now and the man that had transformed into something that she didn't recognize, but knew was evil. She lifted her head and looked at the wolf.

"Who are you?" She asked.

((sorry for the short and crappy post))

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My name is Matia and i want to help you, she said as she laid there close to Destiny. She was worried about Destiny and Lunas but she had to keep her focus on Destiny. She couldn't abandon a newly bitten pup.

[taintedsoul]

The scent calmed him, causing his devil heart to retreat willingly. Right now he was just a man missing the most important person to him.
He hadn't thought to lock the door, no one ever entered this room without permission. Then again only one person and one person alone knew he visited the room in the dead of night and why. And the loud mouth butler wasn't talking...anymore. Not even his cousin knew his secret, of that he was sure. Michelle's room was the place he let his power bleed off when it started to do damage to the seal he had on himself. Over 300 and some years he had bled off enough power to where no one could enter. An unknown side affect had been that the more powerful someone was who tried to enter there, the more damage they did to themselves. He had yet to figure out why.....even family members..when he still had them had been hurt severely.
*Except Michelle. She has no problem coming in here.* he remembered.
He had decided the first time it happened that it was a fluke, it wasn't true. Then it happened regularly...He was seeing his dead wife's ghost.

[Miss Gates]

Destiny peered out from under the covers, but was still scared. She didn't know what to think of Lunas other than that he was...Blue irises widened in fear. He was a demon! Destiny gasped and looked at Matia. They were going to kill her. Everything that Matia spoke about was lies.

"No! You're going to kill me! All of you!" Destiny yelled.

At least she hoped that they would kill her.

[taintedsoul]

(devil not demon..i don't do that tongue thing XD....and this is gonna be a short post cuz i'm not leaving my room till destiny or someone coerces me out muahahaha...so i have nothing to do.)

He lay in her bed, trying to soak up her scent. It still lingers as strongly as it did when she'd first passed away. Time didn't seem to matter in this room. Slowly he started comparing Destiny and his michelle. he had to find the difference..there had to be a difference that would assure him that his michelle hadn't come back. He wasn't sure he could lose her twice. A tear welled up in his eye. The only time he had ever cried was when he remembered the feel of her hair or her laugh.....the things he would never have back.

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Matia looked at Destiny and said 'No were not child, open your eyes to logic if we were it would have happened already,' she pinned back her ears at the yelling she didn't like pain for her hearing. She shifted and looked at Destiny worried. She didn't want to leave Destiny alone since she was worried about her sanity now.

[Miss Gates]

Destiny looked at Matia and sighed heavily. She was safe, but how come she didn't feel safe? Destiny was scared out of her mind at these people.

"Please," Destiny's chin quivered. "Kill me."

[taintedsoul]

That one phrase reached him. That one phrase uttered from the scared new wolf.
Absolutely not! If you ever dare to kill yourself or have one one do it for you i promise you this. I will send you to a place that you will never escape from. Your body will burn with no cool breeze to ease the flames, things will eat away at your body every night just to have you grow it back and repeat. So heed my warning little wolf, and heed it well. Die by your own doing and i promise you the fate you know is sealed.
He knew he had spoken straight into her head, and he was glad. in that room, with that smell and that love that still settled there, he would not risk losing his wife again. Even if it was just a look alike. he needed her deeply. Though having him actually admit it would be the hardest thing possible. Severing the link with everyone, he let his body rest next to the ghost of his michelle.

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"No my cousin will kill me," she said as she looked at her and said "please just believe me when i say you will be fine and safe here, i won't let anyone hurt you i promiss," she laid down around Destiny and prayed she would believe her. She nuzzled trying to calm her down and prayed that she wouldn't hide from her and actually embrace being a werewolf.

Until Destiny could acccept her Werewolfness she could not transport her to Wolf Sanctum. She sighed and just waited and tried to find a way to calm her down about her and Lunas.

[Miss Gates]

A burning sensation washed over Destiny's mind as Lunas spoke. She feared him now more than anything in her life. Destiny started to cry. His words scared her and she knew that he had meant them.

"You people scare me..." She said.

[taintedsoul]

(mind if i leap a little forward...we need to move on lol)
It was morning before he left the room. At least he hoped it was only morning or he'd have slept most of the day away. Picking himself up, Lunas made his way back to his own room. A room which happened to have a new wolf in it. He opened the door quietly, not wanting to wake them if they were asleep.
"I'm sorry my love. I didn't mean to lose my temper." he whispered, not caring if his cousin heard.